I noticed how I was judging things in this new guy I met last night that G. had too and how I was ready to overlook these things in G. but not so much in this guy. It’s fascinating to see how once addiction kicks in, you don’t care about these anymore. And it was helpful to realise it too! Cause I react to some external stuff that in the end doesn’t matter at all! Also very therapeutic to know that these things were always there in G., I just turned away from them. Interesting!