I feel happy! All it took was putting my insecurity demons to rest. Took me awhile to figure this one out, but as they say, you’re your own worst enemy. Sooooo true in my case! I wasted my time and energy on being miserable. No more!
It’s simple, if G. fucks up, I’ll leave, until then we’ll go on. My insecurity put me into a negative position, where I was continuously trying to figure out what was going on, where we were headed if anywhere at all. What I needed to do instead is enjoy the ride. Who cares for what’s in the future?! It’ll happen whether you worry your head off or not. So again, why bother?