– Make sure your next man doesn’t speak our language, honey, – she said. (She doesn’t speak English) LOL
Andrew saw me on my way out, came over and actually stroke my fur coat at the back of my arm! “It’s soft and minky!”, he said. I so wanted to say purr! at that moment, but there were too many witnesses around to behave that way.
That’s what I am riding these days – I switch between feeling excited and happy to the gloomy and sad state in the matter of minutes. I swing back easily as well, however, this whole instability is getting on my nerves.
The meeting with Andrew was short and all businesslike. SIGH.
It’s what keeps me going or at least helps me lift my spirits. Andrew was in today and I believe I figured out his schedule (when he comes to our office) and was wearing a nice looking outfit for a change. He said he needed to talk to me and then came over touched my shoulder (mmm!) and said he had to reschedule for tomorrow morning thus both giving me heads-up to dress nicely and something to look forward to tomorrow too! Sweet!
Recently I had another “Let’s take a break” conversation with my husband. Among already used things of I-love-you and I’ll-kill-myself – the latter was dismissed by me this time around for the empty threat it is – I heard something new and exciting – he implied that he might withdraw his support for a certain sponsorship application I have in progress where he is a co-sponsor. I cannot say how mad I was in the moment he mentioned it!
LOTS of Andrew around these days. I just enjoy being in these meetings and watching him. Which doesn’t affect my ability to think straight anymore – what a relief! Also during the lunch today that I sort of got myself invited to (unintentionally), I though he was giving me a quizzical look now and then. Now I wonder what’s this all about…
Oh, and I had a dream with him in it last night, Nothing sexy or whatever, I just always figured out ways of getting near him on a series of adventures.
To catch up pretty quickly though – as I’ve been summoned to my mad boss’s office, Andrew was wearing almost the same shade of blue last Friday as me, and I found it so very cute I realize how badly my brain must be damaged. SIGH